Saturday, November 22, 2008


Well, here I go again. My other blog was deleted and I took some time away, but now I'm back with a new blog to spread my cheer once again.

A little about me....I'm the type of person who will probably offend you a time or 2 so if you're the sensitive should just run now!! I had a widely popular blog on another site (I won't mention it) but after a couple of years and some bad blood, it's gone. I find blogging remarkably therapeutic. I love the input and views of others and I love the debate that follows. It's no secret that I'm not the average person, the title of the blog alone should give that away. Life is hard. Life is remorseless. Life goes on whether or not you're ready for it or whether or not you want it to. Life is....PAIN & PUNISHMENT!!!

It goes without saying that I have my issues. I'm damaged and probably beyond repair. I've lost faith in humanity as a whole and believe people genuinely LIKE to hurt other people. I call it like I see it and I don't mince words. I'm brutally, sometimes fatally honest! I've put my trust in people who have gone above and beyond to betray that trust. I'm jaded, cynical, and probably the the most guarded person you'll ever encounter. I can't remember the last time I told someone my REAL name online...simply because it's hard to find a genuine person online. As far as my personal life goes....I share my thoughts but let very few in.

I wasn't born this way, I developed into this person through hardship and pain. I was shaped, not created. I started hating everyone when my ex and I split in 2005. From that point or dying didn't seem to matter. I mean if I died tomorrow....I could care less. It's just how I feel. Not because of her but because of the events that surrounded it all. We were together for 10 years and have kids...she's an evil cunt and I'll leave it at that. I especially hate holidays now too, the thought of Thanksgiving or Christmas make me want to puke! So yeah....I have my issues, but then again...who doesn't? This blog will span my thoughts and allow me to vent when needed. I welcome any and all comments and debate. Don't be shy....I sure as hell won't be. So let's see how this ride goes....Hang on, it can be a bumpy ride!!!